when it’s been a while since you last wrote in your little book…
JS says i have been radiating negative energy nowadays. yes, i have not been smiling that much and a job is the solution to everything. however, we had this little conversation about how people get their thoughts across. talking is one way. i always thought the people around me knows that i know what i am doing without me doing any explicit explanation. i was wrong obviously.
i used to not know the word.
Now, i understood it. but i wish that i still can pretend not to know.
me skating down the road with my pink board.
in a white wedding gown.
and sparkling heels.
of course, there must be a horde of men chasing behind.
P.S. someone should just employ me for my fascination.
today is my lucky day. i have a missed call from a HR person from some tech company.
this is equivalent to winning a prize in lottery.
i waited for more than a month for a moment like this.
I don’t understand why I have a big head with a tiny brain.
you are minizhuo.
every night, i am filled with exploding energy for the next day job applications and hope.
every morning, i am an airbag with no air.
i bet the dreams at night took all the energy and vigor and hope away.
i wonder how many fights and arguments i have gotten into at lala land.