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the funny thing about this is that the head don’t rotate and the body did a 360 degrees.

the funny thing about this is that the head don’t rotate and the body did a 360 degrees.

endorphins

i went to the gym coz everyone knows that you will be happy while exercising. 

i daydreamed which on the treadmill, thinking about how to draw endorphins. my imaginations did not do any fancy activities. so i came up to the room and tried google images. all of the portrayals are ugly, if not strings of cells. i actually wanted to draw them if they turned out to be good looking or interesting. nah. 

i use to sprinkle endorphins on the people around. i still do. just that when i am alone, i no longer activate my own eggciting hormones. 

i don’t even have a cat to tell me that. maybe i need a dog.

i don’t even have a cat to tell me that. maybe i need a dog.

since

it is snowing today and yesterday, it prob means that the parks accumulated flakes. however, i cannot go play today. 

so, i will go to one park tomorrow and am going to watch a movie alone the day after tmr. 

this is a plan. 

maybe

i reached a tipping point. such that i suddenly become very rational.  

mainart:

(Painting Internet Images Digital), 2014 Ibon Mainar

mainart:

(Painting Internet Images Digital), 2014 Ibon Mainar

sometimes

a constant reminder to myself is needed. very needed. if not my mind will just wander off to the wrong stretch of road.

everything will be okay. i will have a job. and i will meet a good looking and good boy. whatever in the past were history. although i cannot erase them, i can bury them (by cz hypothesis). just put in long term memory.

maybe it is because i code the past activities too well such that i cannot forget. 

so what am i doing on new year…

in starbucks. so many people behind me, idling away. why none of them wants to stay at home for some family warmth. 

staring at the grey sky. 

last night was spent at some friend’s house. just a little fun. i would wish for more sparks.