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it’s been a long time

so i am writing a line here.

the funny thing about this is that the head don’t rotate and the body did a 360 degrees.

the funny thing about this is that the head don’t rotate and the body did a 360 degrees.

endorphins

i went to the gym coz everyone knows that you will be happy while exercising. 

i daydreamed which on the treadmill, thinking about how to draw endorphins. my imaginations did not do any fancy activities. so i came up to the room and tried google images. all of the portrayals are ugly, if not strings of cells. i actually wanted to draw them if they turned out to be good looking or interesting. nah. 

i use to sprinkle endorphins on the people around. i still do. just that when i am alone, i no longer activate my own eggciting hormones. 

i don’t even have a cat to tell me that. maybe i need a dog.

i don’t even have a cat to tell me that. maybe i need a dog.

since

it is snowing today and yesterday, it prob means that the parks accumulated flakes. however, i cannot go play today. 

so, i will go to one park tomorrow and am going to watch a movie alone the day after tmr. 

this is a plan. 

maybe

i reached a tipping point. such that i suddenly become very rational.  

mainart:

(Painting Internet Images Digital), 2014 Ibon Mainar

mainart:

(Painting Internet Images Digital), 2014 Ibon Mainar

sometimes

a constant reminder to myself is needed. very needed. if not my mind will just wander off to the wrong stretch of road.

everything will be okay. i will have a job. and i will meet a good looking and good boy. whatever in the past were history. although i cannot erase them, i can bury them (by cz hypothesis). just put in long term memory.

maybe it is because i code the past activities too well such that i cannot forget.